HAYYYYYYYYY
I’m putting on yet another HarmonyCon stream today! Make sure you Tune in!
Minimum for commissions will be $5, will be featuring the lovely Brittney Ackerman once again! OwO
Stream will be at 2PM CST, you can watch via Picarto or YouTube!
Support Harmonycon. Some friends of mine are going to be there.
Things are very bad now. Previous week was much better: I had some money (yeah, very few, but at least something), when I wrote previous post. But on this week I have nothing: damn I can’t go to the work because of this too (and can’t buy food or pay rent, of course). Everything sucks.
It’s a pity that I can’t sell my PC: tried to do this again, it was meaningless: nobody wanted to buy it, because it’s very old. Maybe it cost something a year ago, I don’t know, but not now. Same situation with graphic tablet.
Sorry that I’m asking again, but maybe someone want commission? Yeah, two previous posts were useless, but I want to try again.
A friend here could really use some of your help!
Friendly reminder that I have twitter.
And Derpibooru and Furaffinity(”Squirrel”) and InkBunny(”Zip”) and probably others. I’m known most places as ZippySqrl and everything links to everything else anyway.
If I somehow get nuked, despite following TOS to the best of my ability, I’ll fight tooth ‘n nail to get it back because this is my livelihood. Tumblr could literally ruin lives by deleting blogs unfairly.
Sorry that I’m asking, but I really need any commissions. My salary isn’t enough, so that;s the reason why I’m asking about this. Tried to make YCH on FA, but nobody intererested in my anthros too, because I don’t draw NSFW.
Hi, it’s been a while a while since I’ve posted something serious but I have no choice this time. There is someone out there trying to ruin my reputation and slander my name. I wasn’t too concerned, until he threatened legal action on me. But I’m not scared. I know I am in the clear and I know he can’t do anything. This is going to be a long story…
I own a pretty big server, around almost 100 people, so every now and then we get someone who is gonna cause trouble. However, this person caused trouble without even starting it. You see, this person was someone named Cassi. They joined and seemed like a decent person at first, casually talking to everyone politely and such. One day he tells us that he’s a marine stationed in Japan. How cool, having someone in the Marine Corps in my server would definitely spice up the chats. After some time he attracted the attention of another member of my server who served in the army, and things got pretty weird and suspicious. Cassi was on almost all day, and with how strict military schedules are, you’d expect him to be busy constantly. Well, these suspicions caught the eye of the other military member and he began to ask him questions that only those in the military would know, for example the name of a firing pin on the M4 rifle. Of course Cassi couldn’t provide the answer. Also keep in mind, in the military you are taught how to disassemble and reassemble your service rifle and to my knowledge, the Marines have some sort of cadence to this. Because of this, and some more long and boring details I really don’t want to drag on about, my Army friend didn’t think he was an actual Marine. Eventually I grew suspicious too and asked for proof. He provided his Marine uniform with no name on it and that was it. As someone stationed in Japan, you’d think it would extremely easy to get proof that you’re, I dunno, stationed in Japan? Due to his lack of evidence, I banned him from my server because I take high offense to Stolen Valor. Whether you’d agree with me or not about that being the best decision, honestly I really don’t care. It was my server and I don’t want liars and manipulators in there.
After banning Cassi, I assumed his schtick was over but about a few weeks later another person joined my server named Andromeda. He was invited by my friend. Immediately red flags were thrown because he was friends with only her and his account was brand new. However I did not have any definitive proof of who he was so I let him in. Things go by for a while without any issue. He acts and talks like Cassi, but nothing too suspicious… until one of my friends provides me with information that Andromeda and Cassi share the exact Roblox account. Around this time he actually left my server due to “personal reasons” but regardless I confronted him. I sent him a friend request and he accepted it immediately. I started to ask him what his Roblox account was but he wouldn’t tell me until I asked him at least 3 times. They matched, so I accused him of being Cassi. He first answered “Who?” but later said “You know I know him right?” in the same conversation. Sadly I did not catch on to this until later. But his excuse was that Cassi gave him his account after went overseas to Japan. Another lie because Cassi was constantly playing Roblox. He then offered proof that he’s had DMs with Cassi. I told him to provide me with screenshots and he said “give me a minute”. Keep in mind screenshotting takes about 30 seconds max and he was taking minutes. I got impatient and I eventually left telling him to “stay out of my server” and that was that. Well, he started DMing a bunch of my friends calling me names and saying how I got his girlfriend killed because apparently during my confrontation with him, he was talking his girlfriend out of suicide and I distracted him from the chat. Okay first off, why would he take his time to talk to me while that was going on? And secondly, why didn’t he tell me that this was going on? Nothing seemed to add up and he kept shooting himself in the foot here and there, and it got worse for him when 3 different people came to me saying that Cassi and Andromeda were the same person, including the person who invited him to the server. I had my evidence but it wasn’t worth exposing him at the time. That was that… right?
Well, no. So just recently, I got a message from an admin on the EQD discord server confronting me about some comments I made on there. Of course I had no knowledge of this and asked for a screenshot of what I said. It was determined that someone used a fake account to impersonate me. Of course I had no idea who it could have been until more of the screenshot was shown to me. Turns out, Cassi/Andromeda was all over the chat when that happened. You can see the screenshot HERE. Immediately I suspected Cassi to be involved somehow but I had no proof until he said something that gave him away completely. You can find his comment HERE. Immediately I suspected Cassi to be involved somehow but I had no proof until he said something that gave him away completely. You can find his comment HERE. Here are my 2 questions. 1: How did he see a blocked message when he was the one that @’d “me” first and he can’t see when new people join and 2: If this wasn’t me why was it blocked? With these two very reasonable questions and after talking to 2 admins of the server, I concluded that this was either his or a friend’s account. He used this opportunity to spread lies and slander my name, saying I allowed minors to view NSFW material in my server and tried to get everyone in EQD to rally against me. I was absolutely pissed but I kept my cool and offered to have a private discussion with him so we can work things out.
It started off pretty well, we both were level-headed and had no intention of yelling at each other. I showed him the evidence that people knew he was Cassi but he still wouldn’t budge. Eventually he turned the entire thing on me, saying that I am worse than Cassi because I allow kids to look at porn in my server. I told him that Discord has an 18+ warning for every NSFW channel and I am not responsible for who chooses to lie about their age to look at the content, but he wouldn’t believe me. He threatened legal action saying that if I were to make a call out post about him, he would call the police on me. I know for a fact I would not be convicted of any crime because I did everything Discord’s NSFW terms of services told me to do. In fact I went out of my way to ask them about whether I could get into legal trouble if minors saw NSFW material on my server. I have yet to get a response. I will update whenever I do. Our entire conversation could be found HERE. Also keep in mind I had to edit the conversation and pictures slightly in order to keep the names of those who do not want to be involved private.
If you read everything I thank you so much for taking your time to read this. Please spread this as much as you can. I don’t want my reputation being ruined because of this cancer.
TL;DR: Some kid pretended to be a Marine be we found out he wasn’t so I banned him from my server just for him to return under a new name, and once that was figured out he tried to ruin my reputation and threatened me with legal trouble.
Discord NSFW Terms and Services: https://support.discordapp.com/hc/en-us/articles/115000084051-NSFW-channels-and-content
Update: I have received feedback from the Discord team. No minors are allowed to view NSFW channels so I have corrected my mistake
… for a very long time. I have no idea when I’ll come back (actually I think that you frogot about me now, because I didn’t draw anything last month, tried to find any job), but now I should sell my PC to survive. Yeah, my PC doesn’t cost so much, maybe 50$, but this is better than nothing, but I found guy, which can buy it. Who knows what I’ll do when money will ended, but I think that I’ll earn money for new used PC only after winter.
And yes. I don’t have phone too: now I using phone, which one person gave me for some time (maybe for two weeks, he didn’t said when he need it), but internet doesn’t working there (same thing with second SIM and microSD).
Fucking loser.
I’ve applied at over 20 places, not a single one has called me back, or emailed me at all. Ive even gone up to some of these places and spoke to management and they keep saying “It takes time to process your application, just please keep waiting and be patient, someone will contact you.”
So yeah, thats why I am in such a tight spot, I’m $1500 behind on rent, I was lucky to pay my phone bill, because out of all of the people who see my post and think that im “lying” and “oh, he doesnt really need the money, hes just joking” ONE PERSON, THATS RIGHT, ONE FUCKING PERSON IS KIND ENOUGH AND CARES ENOUGH TO AT LEAST ALLOW ME TO BUY FOOD, AND KEEP MY PHONE SO I CAN HAVE A WAY TO CONTACT EMPLOYERS, WHERE AS EVERYONE ELSE THINKS IM JUST SITTING ON MY ASS, DOING NOTHING BUT FARMING CASH. ITS NOT THE CASE, IM LITERALLY STARVING BECAUSE I CANT FEED MYSELF CORRECTLY, IVE LOST 30 LBS IN THE PAST 2 MONTHS,
Now, if you guys have a change of heart, and actually WISH to help me get food and pay my bills, you are MORE THAN WELCOME to donate below.
https://www.paypal.me/spectrumheat
or my Ko-Fi
https://www.ko-fi.com/spectrumheat
If anyone wishes to speak to me, my messages are ALWAYS open. Thank you
Reblog, if anyone wants to help me, I’d appreciate it. Maybe now someone will actually notice I’m in desperate need for this money
I’ve hesitated to do this for so long, but due to things this month, I’m going to have to bite the bullet, ask for help, and hope for the best.
So many of you know that I’ve been stuck in an abusive situation with my narcissistic grandmother for the past six years minus a nine-month stay in Virginia to try (and fail) to move to the UK. Well, things at home have reached a point where I’m truly scared about my future. My grandmother appears to no longer be able to manage her finances effectively, and my little brother is stealing money from her. She’s the only way for me to get financial aid for my psychiatric needs, but I don’t know if I can depend on her anymore for those needs.
Last month, I had to cancel my psych appointment because she stated that she did not have the money to pay for it. However, she gave my little brother a lot of money that he asked for. Furthermore, after she told me that she couldn’t afford to pay for my doctor visit, she buys a new car! I can’t fell if she lied to me, or if she’s just that impulsive now.
Roll over to this month (May), and my gall bladder situation happens, which means more medical debt. Furthermore, my grandmother has possibly spent all of her $4000/month income within about five or six days. She’s already saying that she can’t afford to pay for my psychiatrist appointment this month either despite me and her talking about it and trying to allocate money for it. So now I cannot see my psychiatrist this month unless I can magically come up with $85. To make matters worse, I learned today that my little brother has been stealing money from my grandmother.
I was supposed to have my disability hearing this month, but my gall bladder issue caused me to have to have it rescheduled, and there’s no telling how long that will take. I’ve been waiting two years for my hearing, and I could wait months for the reschedule. I feel as if the government will take an eternity to hear my case, and there’s always the possibility that they’ll deny my disability and leave me with nothing to hope for. I cannot work because of anxiety disorders and PTSD, so I can’t get a job to make money even if I tried. Without SSI, I’m pretty much either stuck with my abusive grandmother or doomed to be homeless.
Therefore, I need help. I really need it. I’ve been afraid to ask for financial help for so long because of fears of being called a moocher or freeloader. I’ve tried my best to earn my keep, but I can’t do it because of my circumstances. My family doesn’t want to help me because they want me to be financially-independent. That would be OK if I wasn’t disabled and unemployable (even with a master’s in science in meteorology), but unfortunately, I just cannot earn a red cent. Frankly, I’m forever irate at certain members of my family for putting me in this situation to begin with and acting as if I have nothing wrong with me.
If I don’t see my psychiatrist, then it may be hard or impossible to get prescriptions for my medications. If I cannot fill my psych medications, then I will become suicidal and have to be hospitalized, and I risk suicidal actions. It’s happened before, and I can’t risk it happening again. I’m too scared of hurting myself and others due to major depression and extreme anxiety.
I’m going to put a donation link on my blog soon. Going to figure out how to do that and what to do. I don’t know what else to do, and I’m too scared to try to depend on my grandmother for financial needs anymore. She has obviously reached a point where she will probably required assisted living soon. I’m only asking for money to cover medical costs, which are about $160 - $200 for my psych meds and psych visits (med prices can vary), and $80 - $120 during the months I’m not scheduled to see my psychiatrist (I see him every three months). I wish I could do something for the money like commissions, but other than stream games, I have no idea what I could market right now for income.
I hope things improve soon. I want to get my SSI so I can leave my abusive, control-freak grandmother behind forever and move in with @distyduskdraws, who is the sweetest person ever. I also want to use SSI to try and get my life back together and work. However, I can’t do it living on hopes and prayers while six years of bad luck and a broken family destroy my life.
Hey everyone. I don’t usually post these type of things here, but I’d like if you could take a look and help my friend out. Nittany has been supportive of many many projects and I think they need as much help as they can get.
Same. Nittany has been a very supportive fan over the years and I want to make sure he’s alright. Spread the word if you can.
Nitty has been a precious bab who’s supported me through the years as well, help him out if you can or even give a reblog ;v;
You still have my icon Nittany T.T Even if you can’t donate, please reblog.
Like everyone has said, Nittany has been an awesome follower of mine for a long time >.<
Nittany is an awesome friend, and he deserves this boost
TOP OF THE MORNING LADS AND LADDIES!
🍀MARCH COMMISSION RUN!
Hiya! So March has been halfway done, and to celebrate St Patrick’s day, and help me earn some money
COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN AND NEEDED!
My goal is to raise 700$!
So far I have 0/700
BUT! You can help zedwin fill her pot of gold by buying commissions from me! :D
I finally have some free time, I don’t have anything else, I’ll lock myself inside and draw!AND! Special chance to get a plushy! Order in the month of March, and get 35$- off your order!
Message me if you are interested!
And you know what else is green?
REBLOG BUTTONS!help the funding and fill up the pot by spreading that green luck cheer! By reblogs!🍀
Until Zen!
Pizzah!~So far 75/700
Let’s goooo!
Help out by reblogging!
142/700
Help me by reblog ó3ò
Consider checking this lovely artist! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Lets help friendo out here!
I’m now opening Semi-Emergency Commissions/ Donations due to a family problem thats happened recently. Heres whats happened;
So recently, my grandpa’s health and memory has been deteriorating very quickly, he’s been forgetting things, having angry outbursts and ‘seeing’ people around his own home, even though its only him and my gran living there. We sent him off for brain scans, fearing he would have dementia, but it came back a lot worse, the doctors have discovered he has Alzheimer's Disease, and its violent. This has hit us all REALLY hard, especially me. My grandpa has been the father figure for me ever since i was born since my real dad left, i’m very very close to my grandpa and knowing that he wont be himself soon, and will forget me completely eventually is very difficult to come to terms with, its breaking my heart honestly.
So, Why am i opening these Commissions/ Donations ?
Because of how badly my grandpas memory is getting, we’ve been told he could end up forgetting who people are within weeks. Before that happens, before he does eventually forget who i am, i want to take him out for a whole day, give him a fun day, just me and him together, maybe do some travelling, go visit someplace cool and relaxing. I just want to do something special for him before the worst happens and right now, with paying for bills and trying to move out i don’t have the money to spare doing that sadly.
If you would like to help, it would really mean a lot to me, just £100 would be enough to take him out for a day, get him food, pay for his travel etc. I know my grandpa would really enjoy it too.
Note; If you are going to commission me to help with this, i wont be able to work on your commission until 1-2 months have passed, as i need to finish my current log of commissions.
Alternatively, if you would like to donate, please feel free too, here is a link to my paypal donations page if you would like to do that;
Another Note; I dont want ANYONE to feel FORCED into commissioning me or Donating to me for this, that is completely up to you, even if you just share this post i really appreciate it a lot. Thankyou for reading. And thankyou to anyone in advance who does commission/ donate to me, it means the world to me. <3
SIGNAL BOOST
